May is finally over...

MAY IS FINALLY OVER…

I don’t usually believe in luck or bad luck however this month was indeed full of too many downs for me. It started with a very painful experience of losing someone whom I have waited for forever. The 1^st of the month for me will always be remembered painfully. I still cry sometimes thinking about it. I thought a month would suffice to let go of the pain but no, it is still unbearable up to this very date.

My relationship started crumbling down at the same time. I was full of angst and seems so mad at everyone. It’s like I take every opportunity to become a b*tch. My partner was very understanding of me but sometimes people have their limits and I drew the final straw.

Hope. God. This is how I am holding on because I do not know if I could still take much. What I know is that I cannot lose someone who made such difference in my life. So help me God to turn things around.